What are you looking for? Free porn, teenage girls, peeping, caresses, sweet girls in college uniform...

I know. You may close this window now, but if you do it, you will never know what someone much like you has to tell you.

Yes, I am like you. I was seeking the same as you. I found the video of a teenage masturbating, a 15 years old girl caught on camera at the bathroom and many others. I had them, and I thought I enjoyed them, but I never found what I was looking for. And I discovered the reason when I saw a real 15/16 years old girl taking care of her little brother. She was a thin girl, using glasses; she was taking up her 2 years old little brother, she was caressing his hair and smiling to him. She was treating him with amazing tenderness and love, and at that moment she seemed beautiful to me.

And then I realized. I was never satisfied with the images I easily find on the Internet because the girls found there were ugly. I know, they may be the hottest models, but they seem ugly to me. What makes a woman beautiful? What's women's essence? I'm sure you know the answer: their ability to love.

That's why you often look for hidden camera or web cam videos, virgin girls with a sweet smile or beautiful eyes. That's why you often look for peeping videos, wives or mothers being filmed. What you are really searching is the image of a pure woman, the image of a woman able to love.

That's why you never get satisfied. You may find a girl who enjoys being filmed, but she is not the kind of woman you are looking for. You may find a woman forced or spied, but you know that makes her suffer, that damages her purity, and you really don't want that kind of pure and loving girl to suffer.

There is a third kind of woman you may be thinking. Yes, a woman who has sex, but who doesn't know she is being caught on a video or picture; the kind of amateur images. Well, there isn't really a third class.

The woman who is caught on video without knowing it, may be having sex with or without love. If she doesn't make it with love, she is really a girl from the first group; she may well pose for a video and enjoy it. If she makes it with love, she is giving her soul and feelings at that moment. She may be making a mistake, but she is able to love, and will suffer when she knows she has been caught on video. She will cry and be ashamed for the rest of her life, and you know it, and you are responsible for that. Stop trying to be everybody's judger and start correcting your own life.

Of course, you may try to clean your conscience thinking that she may be living at some country you hate, or that she may be from a high social class. But you are cheating yourself. You know that no any girl in the world deserves that kind of suffering.

That's why you have never found what you are looking for. You have been searching at the wrong place. You cannot download real love. All you can get is pornography, and as a pornography addicted I can tell you it always leaves you with more pain and emptiness than ever. When you look at a pure woman without her consent, you are not respecting her. How can you expect to have a woman's love when you don't respect women.

I really don't know what God has prepared for you. But maybe, if that's God's will, there may be a beautiful girl out there waiting for you to worth her. She doesn't deserve an addicted to pornography who after some years may be filming his daughter or even raping her. If you leave the devil enter in your life, he will not stop.

What you are looking for is really inside you. I know you have her in your mind, or if you are more fortunate, you may have her besides you. Stop loosing your time searching in a place where you will never find what you want. Think of her in your mind, draw her, write to her, and at the end you will have, at least, the feeling of having experienced what you have always wanted: a woman's real love.

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